Anxiety where Faith should reign
Waiting ripe with anxiety
Having faith but still unsure of what the results will be
Why can’t my mind accept that it is done even though it hasn’t manifested in reality yet?
I’ve been waiting for a confirmation email from Lumen for almost two weeks now
A confirmation that they have reviewed my application, considered my interview responses and would like to hire me for the lead project manager role with a salary of $95k - $100k
It’s been almost two weeks now and it’s been quiet from their end. With each passing day, my anxiety seems to increase. Will it be today?
I think I’ve checked my yahoo mail at least 10 times per day over the past two weeks.
Am I anxious because I think I won’t get it or am I more eager to receive the good news?
Idk if it makes sense but I feel like I’m just eager to receive the email saying congratulations but somewhere in my mind, I’m afraid that the longer I go without hearing from them, the less likely I am to get it.
I’ve had a dream about receiving the congratulatory email and my soul should be at rest now but I’m still anxious.
Verse of the Day
“Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; For I shall yet praise Him, The help of my countenance and my God.”
Psalms 42:11 NKJV
“But those who wait on the LORD shall renew their strength.
They shall mount up with wings like eagles.
They shall run and not be weary. They shall walk and not faint.”
Isaiah 40:31
